old poetry...wtf

this post was inspired by . . . http://twitter.com/imtroyirock

i stumbled upon some old poetry and decided to read through it….my mistake…so happy I've grown…but I respect where I came from..here’s some old shit for whoever reads this blog…


im finding the simplest things the hardest to say / tongues gone numb / stuck in a system / daily routine / lather, rinse, repeat / heavy hearted / heavier footsteps / deep thoughts / digging my own grave / I’ve made my bed / but I cant sleep / im running from my own judgments / self punishment / I just want to bleed so I can feel alive / this psychological lock is stifling / please free my mind / so I can breathe


I have no idea what I was talking about.

my foot is dope

Shot Me

Standing on solid ground but
Falling fast, I’m falling
Open my mouth to speak
Its his name that I’m calling

Please suffocate me with his presence
And with no air, I’d still breathe him
Drawn to him like the light
So with no sight I’d still see him

Gives me a school girl rush
He has me feeling silly
Phone rings for half a second
Got me answering so quickly

Thrown into my life
I wasn’t looking for a love affair
But all these late night conversations
Just make me want to take it there

I find myself smiling
And full of anxiety
And I can touch the stars cause
He inspires me to be a higher me

As my feet leave the ground
I realize he’s got me lifted
Supposed to be my anti drug
But to this man I’ve grown addicted

I don’t have to be perfect
Just enough to keep him happy
Today, tonight, tomorrow
And I know that sounds sappy

His every need and every wound
I’m longing to tend to
Battle scars from his past
I’ll right the wrongs he’s been through

There’s a pain in my chest
I hope he knows that he got me
With those long distance arrows
Through the heart, cupid shot me